Sometimes I can't believe
I did what I did.
You were perfect
that whole day.
Noone made me feel this.
Noone made me see this.
It is irreversible,
there is no way back.
I regret it.
It had to happen.
What happens next?
I am not yours.
And you are not mine.
I am going insane.
I see more than before.
I feel so alive.
Have you fucked someone already?
I can't escape you.
I am escaping you.
It feels so bad.
It feels so good.
You are life's gift.
We know very well
how to hurt each other.
Our demons dance together.
Then angels take the place.
Love exists.
In some moments.
I can hurt you.
You can hurt me.
We possess that power.
We use that power.
After the high,
there is low.
Addiction.
You are.
With an ass
That makes me moan inside.
Demons and angels.
Let's make peace.
How can you all loved me so much?
I am a loser.
Oh...
I know why.
My demons are stronger than yours.
I wish you were here.
I am old.
And fat.
They all fall in love with me,
because I am the smartest man they had ever met.
Hahaha.
Who am I kidding?
I am just a great manipulator,
that's all.
I don't want to hurt anyone anymore.
It's time to give up on you.
You bring nothing but pain,
with few colorful mornings.
Goodbye love.
I don't want you anymore.
I will not pursue you anymore.
You brought the worst in me.
And aren't you just a lie anyway?
A bandage,
a stinky wet bandage,
for eternal
inescapable
fears?
I don't care.
I wish you were here.
I wish we could make it work.
But you are not here.
And you don't really want me.
I don't care.
Pistachios are everywhere.
What the fuck is this new trend?
Pistachio flavor on everything!?
Have they run out of new fucking ideas?
Fucking pistachios.
The sound of waves.
The color of the sea.
The storm is coming.
People are waiting for it.
Fuck pistachios.
“How doesn't it unite us? Same unknown. Same pain. Same fate. Yet we fight?”
“When your heart opens after being closed for a long time, spring feels different.”
“Yahweh is the uniting force. Social cohesion stems from it. It is not good or bad.”
“It's not Satan. It's you.”
“The ones with strongest of demons desire connection the most.”
"We are late on rent" - Natasha. her cat scratched her 1 minute ago. Natasha loves that cat. but Natasha does not believe in love.
"Look, honey, I am trying my best" - Peter. Natasha is the most beautiful girl he has had sex with
Natasha's face is getting red.
You can see the wrath.
What will happen now.
Is the result of anger that has been brewing.
For weeks ..
..
"You need to earn more! Find a way!" - Natasha
"Honey, please... I am trying" - Peter. he has lost himself.
"I am going out!" - Natasha
"Where?!"
"To see my friend Jose!"
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Jose has known Natasha for 3. Maybe 4. Maybe 3.5 years? More than 2 for sure. At the beginning he tried to make some moves. It did not work. So Jose was like:
"Okay. It is interesting to talk to her. But never approach her romantically ever again."
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"How have you been?" - Jose
"I got kicked out from this philosophy group. I was the only girl there"
"Nice!" - Jose; "That's my girl!!!"
"They got angry at the word men. That I used it in my manifesto..." - Natasha
"That's cool!" - Jose. he is really enjoying this; "So, what are your plans?"
"I am going to Dubai!" - Natasha
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