“How could you have so much self-loathing? Would you ever treat and judge your best friend like you treat and judge yourself?”
“Love your suffering. Make love to it. Accept it.”
“Responsibility is an adventure.”
“you just want wild fucking. that's all you are.”
“Go to hell and come back. That's when compassion emerges. That's when you can become helpful to others.”
“Don't be afraid to be a fool once in a while. Play. Immerse yourself in the game.”
“I want to lick your pussy, you cunt! Why won't you let me?!”
“When I spend time with you, it feels surreal. It feels magical. After it ends, I cannot believe it happened. Fuck you whore.”
“Evil is a prerequisite for goodness.”
“
you will die. most likely, very sick, old, in a hospital bed. in pain, barely breathing. alone. once again. as always. because there's nothing else. you tried to run away. all of your life. but you never succeeded. no one can. a few moments left. boom. you're gone. you never went to Tokyo. these are your last thoughts. now you are experiencing immense pain. in that hospital bed. and all of them, your family. friends. everyone who is there. none of them truly loved you. they can't love. you can't blame them. you can't love either. you never learnt to love. loveless. alone. as always. about to be gone. forever.
”