“
i am your fool.
i told you you are a perfect manifestation of the Devil.
you devilishly smiled.
conquering my soul.
your smile owns my existence.
i told you you could be a perfect KGB agent.
you use me.
deceive me.
please do.
continue.
i do not care.
i like it.
your eyes...
ahhhh...
i will conquer your soul as well.
just wait...
i am waiting...
"i have all the time in the world.
...
you'll be right here by my side..."
”
“Spend time by yourself. You must learn to be okay being alone.”
“Love, work, and play.
Love - everyone, for what they are, accepting their flaws.
Work - it must be something you find meaning in.
Play - remember the magic of being a child?”
“The price of indulging in fantasies is heavy. Unfulfillment of it leads to great distress. What is the solution? Always expect the worst?”
“Acknowledging death makes life and its moments more precious.”
“Multiple forces / drives / personalities are in us. They need to be incorporated, made to live in congruence. Otherwise, pathologies emerge.”
“We are so afraid to make genuine connections. Power struggle is so great, we forget to love. It becomes constant calculations instead. When did we become this way? We were not like that when we were children! How on earth have we forgotten this?!”
“Play. Do not ever forget to play.”
“
None of this makes sense. It seems infinity is in both space and time. Where are you in that infinity? What are you? How can something exist? How can nothing exist? How can I perceive things? How can I feel things? It is all just absolutely absurd, beyond any comprehension. Answers do not exist. We are not discovering the truth (we just cannot), we are manufacturing it, to ease this dread caused by awareness.
”
“Emotions are fleeting. Remember that before enacting self-destructive behavior.”