“i want to know what they are talking about. these monks, these people who have these "religious" experiences. the void? will i achieve it? that is my goal. but having a goal like that will prevent me from achieving it? haha, what a paradox. ego death, losing all attachments, really lead to this so called paradise? why care for anything? because you consist of all of them? deep down you know it?”
“Love is the willingness to let others be free, it is not about possession. It is given without conditions and demands, without fear of loss, it flows naturally, in its purest form.”
“this is the last little affair and then i will become a monk.”
“God I love life! It is because I laugh and dance!”
“it is so tragic, yet so fucking beautiful.”
“im so into u, u little slut. ur face, eyes, god, those fucking eyes, that stupid smile. im so fucking into u.”
“Freedom is when "mind seeking the mind" abstraction dies.”
i could have made you feel special.
you are special.
i could have given all to you.
i would have given all to you.
you don't want.
okay.
good luck.
this is the final goodbye.
i won't pursue you anymore.
have a great life.
fuck you.
you were my love.
you will be,
next life.
have a great life.
goodbye.
“I am sorry mother but you gave birth to an adventurer.”
“Want to pretend to mate?”