alone.
completely alone.
once again.
will i figure this out this time?
or is this the end?
i am not sure if i want to die.
not sure if i want to end it all now.
another city.
another bar.
another hangover.
france.
same different people.
same different questions.
same different answers.
will i figure this out?
will this pain result in something?
walking in the rain.
soaked.
lost.
writing this.
for what?
just another alcoholic asshole.
selfish.
unable to love.
pretending.
fuck you.
fuck me.
fuck all of this.