“play. just play. there are so many amazing things to try and do in life. and relax. you are going to be fine. you are piece of shit, yeah. so... you are not that bad as well. and then, yeah, you will die. probably last few months will be shit in a hospital bed barely able to use your body how you would want to, and full of fucking regrets and memories. but, in the meantime... fuck it. just fucking play. fuck it all. fuck everyone. you don't need anyone. everyone is fucking amazing. people are fucking amazing. they are wonderful. but fuck it. also, just play by yourself. do a fucking chinup. it will take some time. but when you are able to do it... it is fucking amazing. what a body can do. what a mind can do. it is truly miraculous. bad times will come. soon. fuck those times. now... you are able to do something fucking cool.”