they all wanted to possess him.

but they knew very well,
deep down,
they can have him just for a moment.

before he is possessed by someone else.

they mistook it for love,
his obsession.

and they used it,
to feel loved.

and he felt pain.
lots of pain..
for each one of them.
at that moment.

they did not care...

they were just trying to quiet down,
their pain.

it was not about them.
it never was....
it was about....
his love for adventure.

his love for...
women...

he really loved women...

one moment he is all yours...
another one...
he is gone.

he was full of life.
he was full of pain.
he was full of everything.

that's why no one could forget him.
that's why he made them all go crazy.

and now he...
is smoking a cigarette.
thinking which one he would like,
to be in his apartment.

none of them.
all of them.

will he escape?

will he transform?

will he finally let go?

underdeveloped anima?

just another drunk evening.